the best has yet to come.

2008-01-01T16:49:00.000+08:00

new year.
new blog.

www.jotteddown.blogspot.com

2007-12-31T15:11:00.000+08:00

life is an occassion,
rise to it.

2007-12-24T14:12:00.000+08:00

my very first xmas present >>

A TED BAKER TOP!!

wuuuuhooooo~

2007-12-21T15:11:00.000+08:00

just met up with a client
oh my gosh..

he is sooooo cute!
nice accent.
nice brown eyes.
nice personality.

but...
he's getting married.

damm!

2007-12-20T19:05:00.001+08:00

prior to this
i wrote alot of entries
my reflections for the past one year
i took time in writing it
but i decided to delete them away

i guess there is no point in holding on to what i have
cause what i have now is just the ghost of you and me

what i have to do now
is to deal with it
just as how i have dealt with it earlier

ur happy now.
tat is all that matters
there's nothing more that i can do

2007-12-18T10:35:00.000+08:00

alvin and the chipmunks

THEODORE!
my absolute favourite~

simply adorable

loveee the fury butt and the tummy!!

2007-12-12T11:06:00.000+08:00

for now..
blogging is the only thing that interests me.
it's a place where i can vent and whine all i want with no one to stop me
lol.

blogging, it's really addictive

2007-12-08T06:20:00.000+08:00

i thought i was strong enough
but i guess i took it for granted

being strong to me now is jus pretence
it's just to hide away my weaknesses...

What hurts the most

2007-12-08T00:34:00.000+08:00

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

2007-12-07T16:31:00.000+08:00

it's eating into me again..

i miss you.

2007-12-07T12:25:00.000+08:00

thru these months of agony,
i really thank god for friends.

audrey. claris. jasmine. yuwen.
you girls really see me thru

early morning phone calls
wrestling with me with words
building me up
putting up with all of my wailings
helping me with each step i take climbing out of the dark, slippery gutter that i fell into

you all have been with me since

audrey,
a complete opposite side of me when it comes to dealing with things.
thru these months, we compromised with each other thoughts.
you taught me to be more hard hearted.
i taught you to be more understanding.
which kinda balances our crazy emotions and thinking..

claris,
my dear..
such a funny way that we met
lol.
we have only known each other for about 3 months?
u girl have been my pillar of support
encouraging me
always reminding me of god's love and words
all the late nights of chit chatting, four cheese, chicken wings and baileys green tea has brought us this far..

jasmine,
wad to say about you
brut to your words
and str8 to the point
that's y i love you dear..
we have saw each other thru loads of shit i suppose
from church life and out into the world
lol.

yuwen,
so funny that we have actually got together this way
god's way, i suppose
you have said to me alot alot alot of things
though sometimes it doesnt get into my head
it does also stirs my heart to think about it
thruout this time, whenever my hopes were high.
you really took a needle and burst my bubble
though it hurts, but i rather hear the truth
though it blows, at least i know
hope we will have a long way to go as friends!

as the saying goes
if you hang out with turkey, you will be a turkey
if you hang out with eagles, you will soar like one.

:)

2007-12-06T15:19:00.000+08:00

a complete stranger to me now

in short
you no longer love urself.

2007-12-06T10:38:00.001+08:00

you two are two peas in pod
using the exact same way to spike each other

wtf.

let me tell you this
u both are selfish
only caring about ur own feelings

making use of your previous partner
giving them hope
brought them up
and kick them back down again

under table method

maybe i should hook up with ur ex
and you will know what i mean

if you both are reading this
and you know i'm talking about you guys
reflect and refrain from doing it again

there's such thing as karma alright?

a letter from you

2007-12-05T17:09:00.000+08:00

My dear Kelly.
weeks of drama for kel, i dont understand how or why this is happening to her, she's the nicest girl i've ever met... its breaking my heart to see her like this.. i cant do much to help but to be there for her.Dont reserve your heart anymore, guard it and when the time is right ask our dear lord to enlighten it for you alright.. i know time is killing you right now but thats what you need. Remember learn how to say 'NO' its time to love yourself start thinking for yourself on your own basis and the people around you that you love much hey. You may feel helpless especially when things are beyond your control but babe hang in there alright. Be secure in your own world, god would open up a way for you always. i love you alright.babe, dont fret; things will begin to settle back down in a few weeks...

蔡健雅 - 空白格

2007-11-26T20:19:00.000+08:00

其实很简单
其实很自然
两个人的爱由
两人分担

其实并不难
是你太悲观
隔着一道墙
不跟谁分享

不想让你为难
你不再需要给我个答案

我想你是爱我的
我猜你也舍不得
但是怎么说总觉得我们之间留了太多空白格
也许你不是我的
爱你却又该割舍
分开或许是选择
但它也可能是我们的缘份

AUDI @ Novus

2007-11-23T00:50:00.001+08:00

you make me smile too

2007-11-22T14:39:00.000+08:00

2007-11-22T02:42:00.000+08:00

i think i'm going to crash soon..
really starting to feel tired.

*yawn*
it's coming to 3 and yet i'm still not asleep.

upcoming events for this week~

later
- AUDI Car Show @ Novus
- Dinner with Carol (Japanese BBQ)

fri
- night duty!!

sat
- acid bar anniversary

sun
- church service with claris
- ice skating
- party at KM8 with Novus staff

guess i will have to take a pretty loooonnnnng break when the holiday season is over
now i'm packed up to the brim

it's exhausting but i'm satisfied

it's funny how we met

2007-11-21T03:03:00.001+08:00

Alley Bar Anniversary

2007-11-21T02:30:00.001+08:00

22nd birthday (Friends)~

2007-11-21T02:24:00.000+08:00

Thanks for making my day.

it was indeed a pleasant surprise

really..

thank you all.

round the old oak tree

2007-11-21T02:19:00.000+08:00

22nd birthday (PCC)~

2007-11-21T02:10:00.000+08:00

22nd birthday (ROUGE)~

2007-11-21T02:00:00.000+08:00

thank you babe!

i had a great time~

glad that we have met

love.

bintan!

2007-11-21T01:15:00.000+08:00

went over to bintan for a short trip

jus me n chunk

no fuss no worries

great bonding time

got myself tanned, nice.

did body surfing

very addictive!

i wanna so do it again~

2007-11-14T20:36:00.000+08:00

in less than 4 hours,
i'm turning a year older.

crap.
how time passes by so quickly

22 years old.
hmm.. cant wait~

sway

2007-11-12T00:53:00.000+08:00

Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do

Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you

bali

2007-11-07T15:31:00.000+08:00

http://www.thegangsa.com/home.htm

take me away..

low

2007-11-04T20:54:00.001+08:00

I walk out of this darkness
With no sense of regret
And I go with a clear conscience
We both know that you can’t say that
Here's to show
For all the time I loved you so…
So...

2007-11-04T18:08:00.000+08:00

Sometimes holding on, is harder than letting go.

2007-11-03T21:59:00.001+08:00

I gave in
Only to
Cave in
Again

2007-10-25T16:38:00.000+08:00

Out of everything we had
Out of every words we have said
Out of everything we have done
Out of every emotions we have
You're still the one.
Right from the beginning till the end.

Footage

2007-10-24T15:33:00.000+08:00

before the BEP

i look different.

O

my fav photo.

you bought 30bucks tix!

where is the love?

black eyed peas

2007-10-22T19:09:00.000+08:00

whoot!
free tix~

Hey mama, this that sh*t that make you groove,
mama(hey)get on the floor and move your booty mama(yaw)
we the blast mastas blastin' up the jamma(hey)
so shake your bambama, come on now mama
Hey mama, this that sh*t that make you groove,
mama(hey)get on the floor and move your booty mama(yaw)
we the blast mastas blastin' up the jamma

la la la la la . . . .

我恨我爱你

2007-10-22T02:26:00.000+08:00

面带微笑离开你怀里
我听天由命
最后一张王牌在手里
二选一的机率
不能放纵爱你
就放过自己
爱情已经过了甜蜜期
多说也是无益
爱不爱我已经没关系
一点小伤而已
你可以很放心
我不会为了留你
假装可怜兮兮
都怪我太不争气
我恨我爱你
oh~我爱你
只是因为你是你
oh~我恨你
你有我看也看不清的小聪明
你有我说也说不完的坏脾气
你有我数也数不尽你的…
.新恋情
没关系…
我有你拿也拿不走的旧回忆
我可以一个人安静的忘记你
我恨你最后那一句
我爱你

till our paths cross again

2007-10-22T02:00:00.000+08:00

saying i miss you
doesnt mean a thing anymore

i'm sick of crying
i'm sick of wanting
i'm sick of pinning

i love you
but i hate you too

i hate you for the things that you have said n done to me the past few weeks
i hate you for turning your back at me
i hate you for being the different you
i hate you for your cruelty
i hate you for putting me through this
but most of all
i hate you for loving me

i need to be happy
i have to be happy
i want to be happy
just for you to be happy

the only thing that i can ask for
is for us to be happy
to be happy in everyway that we can

till our paths cross again
till then...

so it is

2007-10-17T13:52:00.000+08:00

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...

'Til I find somebody new

lifehouse - everything

2007-09-27T17:59:00.000+08:00

find me here
and speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
you are the light
that's leading me
to the place
where I find peace again

you are the strength
that keeps me walking
you are the hope
that keeps me trusting
you are the life
to my soul
you are my purpose
you're everything

and how can I
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this yeah

you calm the storms
and you give me rest
you hold me in your hands
you won't let me fall
you still my heart
and you take my breath away
would you take me in
take me deeper now

and how can I
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this

and how can I
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this

cause you're all I want
you're all I need
you're everything
everything

you're all I want
you're all I need
you're everything
everything

Pulau Ubin

2007-09-27T11:15:00.000+08:00

the beginning. all fresh & clean~

kiss. smile. come one!

CHEATING!

all smiles.

give it to me now!

BIG family.

breathtaking

this is how i got my new name, mantou.

code red

2007-09-26T16:08:00.001+08:00

i need to hear the sound
you need to hear the words
this is how it all began...

wanted

2007-09-26T11:11:00.000+08:00

Come steal away with Singapore's Rightful Royal! ... Kumar THE QUEEN!

She's out to conquer the world for the Queendom of Singapore! She's packed her Royal Carry-On humour, her size 11 tip-toe dancing glass slippers, her Majesty's Queen killer-bee high wigs, her tantalising trail of sequins and fabulous feather boas. Of course, she's also heavily guarded by her 16 delicious high-kicking and dirty dancing Gurkhas! And they are simply delicious!

The Queen's ready to stand up and tell us all about her royal expedition with her razor sharp wit and her Luscious Lip-Synching Lips! Come laugh your hearts out with your divine ruler as she boom booms her way to resounding applause at our King of Fruits ... The Royal Durian! (aiya ... The Esplanade la!)

She's Mistress of the Royal Put-Down!
She's the High Priestess of Camp!
She's the reigning Queen of the Cabaret!

5 Shows only! - No Extensions!

Catch the Queen - before she's gone in a Poof!

you make my day

2007-09-26T09:53:00.000+08:00

man

2007-09-25T15:39:00.000+08:00

How fickle a man's heart can be?
How faithful he says he will be, he will never be.
How loving he says he will be, he will never be.

One moment he says he's all for you.
And much later he says that to someone else.

He says that he loves no one else but you
But yet now he's in love with someone else

He says no other one can replace you
But yet you're being replaced right now

He says he will catch you when you fall
But when you fell, he wasnt there

He says that he will always be there when you need him
But when you needed him the most, he's not there

He says that he will wait for you to come back
But when you want him back, he's no longer there

He can say that you are the one who left first
He can say that you are the one who first forsaken him
He can say that you are the one who broke his heart

You might be the first to leave
The first to forsake
The first to break his heart

BUT
How many times has he broken your heart
How many times has he turned his back on you
How many times has he broken his promises

Even up to now, your love is still there
Even up to now, you still want to be back together
Even up to now, your feelings have not changed
Even up to now, your love is still there

He sees what he wants to see
He hears what he wants to hear
He says what he wants to say

Men are selfish
Only caring of how he feels
Not thinking of the consequences

Though through these years there were times when it was good,
but there were also times when you suffered in silence.
Even up to now, you are still suffering in silence.

He says. He says. He says.
A man's words are deceiving.
I fell for it.
I fell for it real hard.

I'm never going to trust these words again.
Never.

pain

2007-09-25T11:27:00.000+08:00

now my knee hurts badly
cant really walk.
:(

PPC Day Out!!

2007-09-24T23:40:00.000+08:00

pulau ubin.

divided into 3 teams
orange. black and green.
the whole marketing team was together
we cheated
supposed to be traveling on our feet
but we ended up renting bicycles
the other groups gave us the dagger eyes whenever we cycled past them.
bleh.

there goes my knee again
it gave way when i ran down the slope
it hurts.

but thank god that it's not very serious.
though it's swollen
and i'm limping as i walk

dinner was at east coast's jumbo

PPC marketing team is a full whole load of crap
kept laughing non stop at the dinner table
we dared the boss's son to eat up 3 BIG otahs within 40 seconds
(by which, he failed)
we dared the boss's daughter's boyfriend to eat up 5 sticks of satay within 10 seconds
(by which he also failed)
punishment was to drink up a teacup filled with chilli crab gravy
yuck.

i came home with two prizes
a bottle of Memento Cab Sauv
and a $200 worth of TAKASHIMAYA voucher!
woohooo!!

nevertheless, i had fun.
been awhile since i have laughed so much

took a whole load of pictures and videos.
will upload it soon~

btw, i got a new nickname in the office
I'm now known as mantou.
lol.
it sucks~

151103

2007-09-23T12:46:00.000+08:00

From the morning dew,
To the late night's rain.
Thinking of you, that's my only game.

From fears tonight to the crimson light,
it's losing you that's my greatest fright.

So I'll fight with might through all night long,
crept by the tunes of the lonely song.

Wait for me, as I'll be back.
With your faith still heavy and strong.

A line of promise that I have drawn,
In your heart forever, that's where i belong.

JEM - Just a ride

2007-09-17T11:26:00.000+08:00

Life, it's ever so strange
It's so full of change
Think that you've worked it out
then BANG
Right out of the blue
Something happens to you
To throw you off course
and then you

Breakdown
Yeah you breakdown
Well don't you breakdown
Listen to me
Because

It's just a ride, it's just a ride
no need to run, no need to hide
It'll take you round and round
Sometimes you're up
sometimes you're down
It's just a ride, it's just a ride
don't be scared
don't hide your eyes
It may feel so real inside
but don't forget it's just a ride

Truth, we don't wanna hear
It's too much to take
Don't like to feel out of control
So we make our plans
Ten times a day
And when they don't go
our way we

and suddenly

2007-09-17T07:47:00.000+08:00

these few weeks have been rather like a rollar coaster ride
emotions were hay-wired
feelings were handicapped

i cried too much
i want to cry no more

it hurts to see myself crying like this
it hurts him to see me crying like this

and out of these few weeks
suddenly
things just started to pop out of nowhere
and reminded me of you

it's weird
because it never happened

from client having the same name
to client having the same old number
to hearing of songs that i have not heard in a million years

it feels like everyday
there must be something to STAB me in my heart

god..
when will this ever end?

WICKER PARK

2007-09-17T00:41:00.000+08:00

Come up to meet you, tell you Im sorry
You dont know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions
Oh lets go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy
Oh its such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said that it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh its such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
Im going back to the start

now

2007-09-16T15:52:00.001+08:00

god,
i need you.

for now

2007-09-16T13:19:00.000+08:00

the future seems so far fetched
the love seems so cold
moving on seems so hard
letting go is painful

i lost
i failed
i fell

i don't know what else i can do
i don't know where else i can go
i don't know why it all happened
i don't know who else is there
i don't know which way to go

my heart is full of doubts
my heart is full of questions
my heart is full of what ifs
my heart is full of buts

i cant go on like this
i cant go on feeling this
i cant go on thinking like this

i really cant

god,
i really cant

a letter to daddy

2007-09-16T12:55:00.000+08:00

i cannot bring myself to say that i love you
because i feel unworthy of your love

when i'm down
i threw it all away
i slammed the door right at your face

i ran
i hide
i avoided

because i'm afraid
i'm afraid of what is going to happen in the future
i'm afraid to lose
i'm afraid to be that someone that you have appointed me to be

to see
to know
to feel
i was just afraid

you said u will give me a new beginning
a brand new start
a brand new me
but i couldnt see
i couldnt envision

i took my past and compared it to the future that you are going to give
i took my past and equalized with the things i have now
i took my past and made it into my reality

i don't know what the future brings
though i cant see
i know you will be here
walking this narrow way with me.

Altar

2007-09-16T12:46:00.001+08:00

with your strength, i will walk
with your love, i will love
with your might, i will move

with you, there's nothing i have to be afraid of
with you, i know that i have a future
with you, i know nothing is impossible

i just need to learn
i just need to know
i just need to confess

no more pride
no more self
no more me
no more i
no more myself

in you
i find peace

in you
i find love

in you
i find mercy

in you
i find grace

that is all i need
that is all i ask
that is all i want

god of my forever

2007-09-16T12:26:00.000+08:00

God of my youth
I remember
Your call on my life
Took me o'er

Your love has seen me through all my days
I stand here by your grace
On this altar I've written my life
Tells of a story I have with you my Lord
I want the world to know

God of my forever
And forever I'm with you
My life is saved with a price
Your sacrifice redeemed my soul

God of my forever
And forever I will sing
My greatest honor will always be
To serve my Lord and King

God of my all
I've surrendered
My heart finds its rest in your word
Praises will not be enough to show
How my Love for you has grown

Nothing matters when you're here with me
In the end just to hear you say "Well done"
Bowing before your throne

God of my forever
And forever I'm with you
My life is saved with a price
Your sacrifice redeemed my soul

God of my forever
And forever I will sing
My greatest honor will always be
To serve my Lord and King

Forever and ever
Jesus you alone in glory reign
Forever and ever
With i walk this narrow way

STOP.

2007-09-14T14:28:00.000+08:00

no more.
gotta stop.

motto

2007-09-14T10:23:00.000+08:00

to move on
to let go
to forget all

this is going to be my motto for now

definitely
hard
difficult
painful

but i gotta do it
gotta go thru it
gotta go thru it.

only great minds can read this

2007-09-14T10:10:00.001+08:00

fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too.
Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can.
i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg.
The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae.
The rset can be a taotl mses and you can> sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm.
Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod
as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

message

2007-09-13T16:13:00.000+08:00

someone said this to me

time won't stop and slow down for you.
there are still people who cares and loves you

the first step is to step out.
secondly, time.

you need time

thursday

2007-09-13T15:49:00.000+08:00

thursday.
only the second week of september

slow.
now,
whirlwind thinking
wretched up heart
broken feelings
a lonely heart

i know u're there
i know u care
i know u know

but somewhere somehow
something's wrong

it doesnt connect
it doesnt seem right
it doesnt feel good

when i cry, u cry
when i'm sad, ur sad too
when i'm lonely, u r always there

i dun wanna feel
i dun wanna know
i dun wanna care

i'm numbed
stuck to the negative
it sucks

I want to watch!!

2007-09-10T09:44:00.000+08:00

1. Ratatouille
2. No Reservations
3. I Know Who Killed Me
4. Premonition

Jem - Save me

2007-09-10T09:35:00.000+08:00

Mirror mirror on the wall

Who’s the dumbest of them all

Insecurities keep growing

Wasted energies are flowing

Anger, pain and sadness beckon

Panic sets in in a second

Be aware it’s just your mind

And you can stop it anytime

Ooh whoa

2007-09-08T19:35:00.000+08:00

it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time

breathe

2007-09-05T09:36:00.000+08:00

taken from .michellebranch.

If I just breathe

Let it fill the space in between

I'll know everything is alright

Breathe

Every little piece of me

You'll see

Everything is alright

If I just breathe

YOU.

2007-09-04T10:08:00.000+08:00

i suddenly find myself missing you dearly..

how you can make me feel at ease
how you can make me laugh by doing the silly things that you do
how you can bring a smile to my face whenever i'm feeling down
how your little actions show how much i mean to you

i miss your laughter
i miss your smile
i miss the joy that you bring into my life

i am missing..

going with the flow..

2007-08-30T12:55:00.000+08:00

getting my nails done is very therapeutic
very soothing to the whole mood

painted my nails red.
WHOO. SHIOK!

next up >> eyebrow threading.

Donut Factory

2007-08-08T12:53:00.000+08:00

Man.. it's really good!
esp the filling inside the doughnut.
YUM!

B-yond Party

2007-08-06T10:12:00.000+08:00

had a fun time tending the bar last sat night

not so fun when someone kicked off my toe nail

crap.

Movies to catch

2007-07-29T01:15:00.000+08:00

1. Perfect Stranger
2. Disturbia
3. Rush Hour 3
4. Who Slept with Her? (Korean)

romans 8 : 1

2007-07-29T01:11:00.001+08:00

'there is no condemnation for those who in Christ Jesus'

Why Women Cry

2007-07-28T00:50:00.001+08:00

A little boy asked his mother, 'Why are you crying?'

'Because I'm a woman,' she told him.

'I don't understand,' he said.

His Mom just hugged him and said, 'And you never will.'

Later the little boy asked his father, 'Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?'

'All women cry for no reason,' was all his dad could say.

The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.

Finally he put in a call to God.

When God got on the phone, he asked, 'God, why do women cry so easily?'

God said:

'When I made the woman she had to be special.

I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world,

yet gentle enough to give comfort.

I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times

comes from her children.

I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up,

and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances,

even when her child has hurt her very badly.

I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from

his rib to protect his heart.

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes

tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.

And finally, I gave her a tear to shed.

This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed.'

'You see my son,' said God, 'the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears,

the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.

The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes,

because that is the doorway to her

heart - the place where love resides.'

just being a monday

2007-07-23T15:19:00.000+08:00

it's a boring monday.
everyone seems so busy in the office
but yet i'm sitting down at my desk, blogging.
lol..

i want my planet back!

2007-07-23T02:13:00.000+08:00

1. pack your own water.
2. switch light bulbs.
3. skip the solo drive.
4. kick the idle off.
5. carry a portable coffee mug.
6. keep the plastic off your clothes.
7. reduce packaging.
8. buy recyled paper towels.
9. don't trash your cell phone.
10. bring your own grocery bags.

taken from navigator (issue two)

sob

2007-07-11T17:08:00.000+08:00

i broke my favourite pair of heels!!

RAWR!

gold

2007-07-10T10:59:00.000+08:00

he carries your surname
she bears your same smile

amazing someone so small
can have such a big impact on your life

sometimes it's pain.. tears and fustration
but most times, it's joy & laughter

children are a blessing,
ours to cherish and hold

love is your greatest gift,
so treasure them like gold

[adapted from one of my client's tvc.]

my my..

2007-07-09T11:24:00.000+08:00

time
it has passed by so qiuckly

life's been good
happy is wad i feel everyday
and i really want to thank god for tat.

i'm starting a new job soon
this coming thursday
and i'm real excited about it!

it's something tat is similar to wad i've been doing
but yet it's very different too
guess my life is going to be fast and furious
i must really learn how to manage my time once i'm over there

hopefully i can update more once i get settled down

i gave one of my best offering yesterday
and a big blessing god gave
mummy's paying for my recent hair dye, 180BUCKS!
mummy's getting a brand new car (first installment would be fully paid)
though it's not really a car that i want
but at least i will have a car to drive when i get my licence
lol~
by which i'm planning to achieve within the next 6-8months

changes in my cg too
more people are added in
it is definitely a POWERPACK group!
it's going to be awesome
i cant wait to see wad God has installed for all of us :)

Home - Katharine McPhee

2007-06-19T11:39:00.000+08:00

You are the world within the world that I exist
You are the touch that just won't fade
You are the end and beginning of each and every day
You are the reason I stay sane

It's hard to see beautiful
Oh, it's hard to see beautiful
In your own eyes
But you make me beautiful
For the very first time

Does anybody know what it's like
To feel larger than life
To look deep in your soul
And know you're not alone
Does anybody know how it feels
To find something that's real
And make it your own
That's when you know that you found home
Home
You found home
Home

And when the strings inside me
Unravle to the ground
You are the hand that gathers me up
And when I'm laughing so hard
That I can hardly breathe
How do you know just when enough's enough

So Simple - Stacie Orrico

2007-05-29T02:09:00.000+08:00

(It could all be so simple, simple)

Don't need high heels
For a good feel
You can keep the fancy clothes
I'll take walking in the rain
Over things material
I'll trade Melrose and the big names
Give me faces that I know
Just play a melody that everybody knows

Take it down, down, down
And strip it to the core
I don't really need much less is more, more, more

[CHORUS:]
True to life, true to me
The way it's got to be
So simple, so simple, so simple
Live to love, love to be
Absolutely free
(so simple, so simple, simple)

Give me wisdom, plain and truthful
Teach me somethin I don't know
Plain as education, inspiration I suppose (yeah yeah)
Give me family, on a Sunday
And I'll be just fine
There's nothing in the world
That's worth more of my time

Take it down, down, down
And strip it to the core
I don't really need much less is more, more, more

[CHORUS x2]

Living my dream, is my song to the world
(let 'em hear it)
Sharing' my soul and spirit
I'm hoping that you hear it
Got one (one) life (life) to live (live)
It's only what you make it (make it)
Every new day's a chance worth takintg

jus one

2007-05-20T22:01:00.000+08:00

one life
i lay at your alter
one love
i have with you
touch me again
fill me as you hold
my outstretched hands

one word
you know i will follow
one heart
broken to you
use me again
your mercies follow me
for all my days

Romance Dangyunhaji

2007-05-17T16:11:00.000+08:00

even though i dislike spring,
i like the flowers.

even though i dislike summer
i like the rain

even though i dislike autumn
i like the falling leaves

even though i dislike winter
i like the falling snow

the beautiful attitudes

2007-05-08T09:42:00.000+08:00

dusting off the dust~
been lazy to talk, let alone blog.

something to ponder about
'the kingdom of god is the kingdom of attitude'
wad kind of attitude am i having towards my life?
wad kind of attitude am i having towards god?
wad kind of attitude do i hold in the kingdom of god?

happiness is a subjective feeling.
i want to be happy
the feeling of sadness is horrible.

slowly but surely.
i will rebuild.
god will rebuild.

i trust.
i love.
i want.
that's all..

msn

2007-04-16T16:07:00.000+08:00

black bottom pie.. says:
how do u spell threeo?

black bottom pie.. says:
haha

Clarice     says:
trio

black bottom pie.. says:
oh ya

Clarice     says:
hahahahHAHA

black bottom pie.. says:
haha

black bottom pie.. says:
okay.. thanks

Clarice     says:
funny siah!!!! communication on MSN

black bottom pie.. says:
(fornuate) wad is the correct spelling?

Clarice says:
fortunate

Clarice says:
is tt what u wanted to spell

black bottom pie.. says:
yes

black bottom pie.. says:
hah

Clarice says:
r u writing sth how come need 2 spell so many things

black bottom pie.. says:
my spelling is getting bad

black bottom pie.. says:
updating my blog

Clarice says:
HAHA

Clarice says:
hey include tt conversation in ur blog

Clarice says:
the how to spell THREEO

Clarice says:
HAHAAHAHAHA!

black bottom pie.. says:
haha

black bottom pie.. says:
sure

Clarice says:
U ARE THE CUTEST !!!!!!!

firstly, i think i need to attend spelling classes. my spelling is getting worse.
secondly, i must admit tat i'm pretty cute *wahahahaha*
and lastly, thanks for the lunch dear. it's been awhile.. :D

simple yet powerful

2007-04-16T15:57:00.000+08:00

looking back
past few days wasnt going smoothly

little things kept me sane
wasnt much
but it was enough

if it wasnt for those, i might have *pwoof*

people.
how they play a part in lives
from their facial expressions
to their actions
to their words
to their efforts

a big difference it can make

china

2007-04-16T15:38:00.000+08:00

powerful weekend tat i had
3 services of pastor benny hinn

my seats jus got closer n closer to the stage
i was jus seating 3 seats away from the side

china.
amazing testimony
it made me feel tat i am nothing compared to them

the way that they hunger for god was so touching
it brought tears to my eyes
it brought warmth, love and compassion to my heart

oh how the people there thirst for god
it's something tat i would not be able to comprehend
we are all so fortunate than they are

it made me appreciate wad we have
it made me realized that we cannot lose what we are going for
it is so important

we cant afford to pay the price
we definitely cant

black bottom pie

2007-04-16T15:22:00.000+08:00

it's been awhile
a long week i should say
was feeling downright angry with myself

disappointed
lost in my own world

couldnt think couldnt talk couldnt hear
couldnt be the kelly i used to be

someone asked,
where is the kelly that i used to see?
a person who is so full of faith.
a person who thinks tat nothing is impossible.
a person who never gives up.

i wondered
i searched
i looked

me, myself n I
the selfish trio that can never bring anyone to anywhere

yawn

2007-04-09T07:13:00.000+08:00

it's now 7.15am in the morning
i didnt manage to sleep well
slept at 12 but woke up at 3.45

too many thoughts in my head.
couldnt get back to bed
was tossing n turning

it's time to go to work now.
but i dun feel like going
tired.

My VisualDNA™

2007-04-04T12:40:00.000+08:00

Read my VisualDNA™ Get your own VisualDNA™

because i said so

2007-04-03T14:23:00.000+08:00

hilarious movie.
tot it would be a typical kind of show
but hey..
it proved me wrong

was squirming with laughter in my seat
together with rachel,
we laughed the loudest.

蔡昮佑 - 我可以

2007-04-02T14:41:00.000+08:00

寄没有地址的信
这样的情绪有种距离
你放着谁的歌曲
是怎样的心情
能不能说给我听
雨下得好安静
是不是你偷偷在哭泣
幸福真的不容易
在你的背景有我爱你
我可以陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽
是因为你
幸福它真的不容易

at this moment

2007-04-02T11:53:00.000+08:00

feeling rather confused now

to go or not to go.
will i have enough if i am to go
i believe that He will provide
but yet..

something's pulling me back

am i not having enough faith at the moment?
i was so full of faith a moment ago
but with jus one call, all is gone

my gosh..
when will this ever end..

kimage

2007-04-02T10:09:00.000+08:00

finally gotten myself a haircut!!

jus realised that my right side
of my hair is longer than the left.....

i think at least by an inch..

argh

2007-04-02T09:40:00.000+08:00

cant seem to get my inventory count correct

1,7,9,15,20,26,50,69,100,123 ...

wrong! wrong! wrong!

ahhhhhhh~

breeze

2007-03-31T13:02:00.000+08:00

a nice little place
located at the eastern part of s'pore

never knew such a place existed
hmm..
been a country bum

was playing very emo songs yesterday
from savage garden to backstreet boys to the MOFFATS

a great place to chill n relax
with your loved ones
would defintely want to go there again

looking for an answer

2007-03-29T17:03:00.000+08:00

life

2007-03-29T16:36:00.000+08:00

i shouldn have done it
but i've done it again

forsaking
is that the best thing i can do

forgetting
is that the best thing i can do

remembering
is that the best thing i can do

my heart is wretched with emotions

You said You will catch me if i fall.
what would You do if i said i'm fallin?

take a hold
pause for a moment

breathe in the air that You created
look at the world that You formed
savouring the nature that You shaped

everything of my life
true meaning of living
happiness
is all in the palm of your hands

i love you.

Venus

2007-03-29T15:15:00.000+08:00

i'm a woman, hear me RAWR!

food for thoughts

2007-03-27T11:08:00.000+08:00

sudden craving for tiong bahru's tom yam steamboat~

yumyum

rachel yau, if u're reading this.
we shall go have it tomorrow.
okay?
buffet style
.bleh.

Take Me Away

2007-03-27T10:00:00.000+08:00

This time all I want is you
There is no one else
Who can take your place
This time You burned me with your eyes
You see past all the lies
You take it all away

I've seen it all and it's never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you

Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away

I try to make my way to you
But still I feel so lost
I don't know what to say
What else to do

I've seen it all and it's never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you

Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away

Don't give up on me yet
Don't forget who I am
I know I'm not there yet
But don't let me stay here alone

mayhem

2007-03-27T09:52:00.000+08:00

sooooo tired...

physically.
emotionally.
but not spiritually

*RAWR!

keep holding on

2007-03-26T09:42:00.000+08:00

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No, I won't give in

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late
This could all disappear
Before the door's closed
And it comes to an end
With you by my side
I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend, yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Hear me when I say
When I say "I believe.
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be
Will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
La da da da, la da da da
La da da da da da da da da

holiday

2007-03-22T15:55:00.000+08:00

going to bbk!
in november..
a birthday persent tat i'm going to give myself
a trip tat i will literally SHOP TILL I DROP!!

lol
i know, i know
it's still a loooonnnnnggggg way
but hey!
time passes by quickly
and in no time, it will be november already

anyone keen in coming?
or anyone with good places to eat n shop?
drop a line~

ur advice is appreciated. :D