Wednesday, January 31, 2007.

Fall


A very powerful message shared by YL yesterday.
'Everything is suppose to fall apart when you want to go up another level.'

My world's falling apart.
Well, not literally.
But financially.

Have been working for the past 3 years of my life.
Yet no savings have been made.
If i had put aside at least $100 a month to save,
i would have saved $3600!!

No room for regrets now.
A mistake i made, a lesson i've learnt..

{ 10:42 AM }

Tuesday, January 30, 2007.

Learning to breathe..

For a moment, i was lost without you.
But i managed to move on.

For a minute, i was drowning without you.
But i managed to move on.

For a second, i was lonely without you.
But i managed to move on.

Every on and then, i am still suffocating without you.
Even though it hurts, i am still learning to breathe without having you in my life.

{ 11:03 AM }

Thursday, January 25, 2007.

I dare you to move..


Welcome to the planet
Welcome to exsistance
Everyones here
Everyones here
Everyones watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next
What happens next

I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move like the day never happened
Today never happened before

Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here
The tension is here
Between who you are and who you could be
Between how it is and how it should be

I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move like the day never happened
Today never happened


Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself
Where you gonna go
Where you gonna go
Salvation is here......

{ 10:36 AM }

Sunday, January 21, 2007.

Broken doll

Innocence tainted due to the
vulnerabilities of human -
losing hope, love and the will to live.



{ 2:03 AM }

Wednesday, January 17, 2007.

Attraction



How powerful an attraction can be.
The greater the attraction, the stronger the feelings.

I find myself getting attracted to you more and more each day.
You draw me closer with everything that you are.

I hold this attraction close to my heart.
No one has attracted me the way that you do.

{ 12:00 PM }

Tuesday, January 16, 2007.

Singing

Take all of me,
I give you my all for all of you..
Move in your powers, open the heavens lord today..

Oh..
Take all of me,
Make us your light for all to see..
Change this world we live in,
Let your harvest in,
Let your harvest in..

Take all of me, for all of you.
All consuming fire.
Take all of me, for all of you.
You're my heart's desire...

{ 11:45 PM }

Monday, January 15, 2007.

Invade me, serenade me

I remembered that i met you on a lazy saturday afternoon.
I laid upon your shoulders,
you turned and looked at me.
You were beautiful. You were manificant.

There and then, i realized that You truly exist.
That You are really real.
All the things i have heard about you came to pass that very day.

This walk that i've decided to walk is not easy,
how many times have i wanted to give it up.
But ur presence always lingers around my life to remind me how much i love you.

Going back to my past is as easy as snapping my fingers.
What is difficult in life is not how you live it. But how you wrestle with the devil everyday with the thoughts that he throws at you.

The flesh is weak.

I pray that there will never be a day where;

I will stop serving you.
I will stop walking the walk for you.
I will leave you.
I will want to forsake my salvation.

This is my prayer for 2007. Nothing else is more important than all of these..


When i'm weak, you're strong.
You're my feet when i cant move on.
You're the light in the dark.
You're the whisper inside my heart.
I'm all for you.

{ 10:57 AM }

Wednesday, January 10, 2007.

Just my thoughts

It hurts to see someone that you love crying because he/she has been hurt.
It's marvellous how we can actually feel the amount of emotions given.
God gave us all a heart to feel, a mind to think and a will to choose.

Everything that we have done or chosen in life is based on our own choices.
Don't understand why would people blame others for the decisions that they have made?

Choices are made by us. Whether it's right or it's wrong, accept it, deal with it.
Don't push the blame to others.

Be responsible.
Take ownership of your own life.

I can honestly say that i have made many mistakes before and even up to now.
I'm not perfect and neither are you.

Making decisions are not easy. It takes courage to make the right ones..

{ 2:29 PM }

Monday, January 08, 2007.

. . beautiful awkening . .

over the years..

(taken back in 1999!)
'do u see me??






(taken back in 1999!)
'missed the fun tat we had'






(taken back in 2000!)









(taken back in 2001!)









(taken at my first R.O.D night - 2001)
'with my part As cadets!!'







(taken on my 18th bday!)







(taken back in 2003!)








bet u didnt know tat i wore braces before~
for bout 2 n 1/2 yrs..


and this is how i look now..

what a difference 6 years can make.
people changes.
things doesnt go according to wad u have planned.
looking back at all the photographs tat i've taken,
i tot of how it would be if i actually made it into a poly
how would i turn out to be?
would i be the same kelly i am today?
would my friends still be ard me n not disappear like they do these days?
it made me ponder..
maybe if things were different last time,
i wouldnt have exprience the life i have today.
i believe tat God had it all planned for me,
though i didnt get to understand it last time.

He showed me wad are real friendships all about.
And it is really those who sticks with u tat loves u the most.
He showed me how life is supposed to be.
I wake up every morning knowing what is my purpose on earth.
I wake up every morning charged up with the joy that He gives.
I wake up every morning to know that He is in control of my life.
I wake up every morning to find myself loving Him more n more!

to all the people tat matters, just want to tell you tat I LOVE YOU and let's continue to run strong in THIS race!!





{ 10:30 AM }

Smoky eyes~

Had smoky eyes for the whole of sat..
thought i looked pretty cool..
lol~



rushed down for a wedding dinner after service, met 2 really cute guys there..

(everybody, meet kelvin)

(and this is his brother, Joshua)

arent they jus adorable!!

had to resist the temptation to pack them up in my bag and bring them home..

{ 1:28 AM }

Friday, January 05, 2007.

A great 2007 ahead!

Happy New Year everyone!

i spent my holidays over at KL..
i had a great time!
the fireworks were splendid.


the company was great!


the waterfall is beautiful & very cooling~


if you guys ever go to KL, visit their KTV man~ it's CHEAP! from 12am - 4am it's only RM$18++!!

freee flow of drinks n titbits n moreover there's supper from 12.30 - 2am!

i sang till i went pretty high~

haha.. tat's all for now..

nights people!

{ 1:04 AM }





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