Thursday, September 27, 2007.

find me here
and speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
you are the light
that's leading me
to the place
where I find peace again

you are the strength
that keeps me walking
you are the hope
that keeps me trusting
you are the life
to my soul
you are my purpose
you're everything

and how can I
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this yeah

you calm the storms
and you give me rest
you hold me in your hands
you won't let me fall
you still my heart
and you take my breath away
would you take me in
take me deeper now

and how can I
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this

and how can I
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this

cause you're all I want
you're all I need
you're everything
everything

you're all I want
you're all I need
you're everything
everything

{ 5:59 PM }

{ 11:15 AM }

Wednesday, September 26, 2007.

i need to hear the sound
you need to hear the words
this is how it all began...

{ 4:08 PM }

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She's Mistress of the Royal Put-Down!
She's the High Priestess of Camp!
She's the reigning Queen of the Cabaret!

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Catch the Queen - before she's gone in a Poof!

{ 11:11 AM }

{ 9:53 AM }

Tuesday, September 25, 2007.

How fickle a man's heart can be?
How faithful he says he will be, he will never be.
How loving he says he will be, he will never be.

One moment he says he's all for you.
And much later he says that to someone else.

He says that he loves no one else but you
But yet now he's in love with someone else

He says no other one can replace you
But yet you're being replaced right now

He says he will catch you when you fall
But when you fell, he wasnt there

He says that he will always be there when you need him
But when you needed him the most, he's not there

He says that he will wait for you to come back
But when you want him back, he's no longer there

He can say that you are the one who left first
He can say that you are the one who first forsaken him
He can say that you are the one who broke his heart

You might be the first to leave
The first to forsake
The first to break his heart

BUT
How many times has he broken your heart
How many times has he turned his back on you
How many times has he broken his promises

Even up to now, your love is still there
Even up to now, you still want to be back together
Even up to now, your feelings have not changed
Even up to now, your love is still there

He sees what he wants to see
He hears what he wants to hear
He says what he wants to say

Men are selfish
Only caring of how he feels
Not thinking of the consequences

Though through these years there were times when it was good,
but there were also times when you suffered in silence.
Even up to now, you are still suffering in silence.

He says. He says. He says.
A man's words are deceiving.
I fell for it.
I fell for it real hard.

I'm never going to trust these words again.
Never.

{ 3:39 PM }

now my knee hurts badly
cant really walk.
:(

{ 11:27 AM }

Monday, September 24, 2007.

pulau ubin.

divided into 3 teams
orange. black and green.
the whole marketing team was together
we cheated
supposed to be traveling on our feet
but we ended up renting bicycles
the other groups gave us the dagger eyes whenever we cycled past them.
bleh.

there goes my knee again
it gave way when i ran down the slope
it hurts.

but thank god that it's not very serious.
though it's swollen
and i'm limping as i walk

dinner was at east coast's jumbo

PPC marketing team is a full whole load of crap
kept laughing non stop at the dinner table
we dared the boss's son to eat up 3 BIG otahs within 40 seconds
(by which, he failed)
we dared the boss's daughter's boyfriend to eat up 5 sticks of satay within 10 seconds
(by which he also failed)
punishment was to drink up a teacup filled with chilli crab gravy
yuck.

i came home with two prizes
a bottle of Memento Cab Sauv
and a $200 worth of TAKASHIMAYA voucher!
woohooo!!

nevertheless, i had fun.
been awhile since i have laughed so much

took a whole load of pictures and videos.
will upload it soon~

btw, i got a new nickname in the office
I'm now known as mantou.
lol.
it sucks~

{ 11:40 PM }

Sunday, September 23, 2007.

From the morning dew,
To the late night's rain.
Thinking of you, that's my only game.

From fears tonight to the crimson light,
it's losing you that's my greatest fright.

So I'll fight with might through all night long,
crept by the tunes of the lonely song.

Wait for me, as I'll be back.
With your faith still heavy and strong.

A line of promise that I have drawn,
In your heart forever, that's where i belong.

{ 12:46 PM }

Monday, September 17, 2007.

Life, it's ever so strange
It's so full of change
Think that you've worked it out
then BANG
Right out of the blue
Something happens to you
To throw you off course
and then you

Breakdown
Yeah you breakdown
Well don't you breakdown
Listen to me
Because

It's just a ride, it's just a ride
no need to run, no need to hide
It'll take you round and round
Sometimes you're up
sometimes you're down
It's just a ride, it's just a ride
don't be scared
don't hide your eyes
It may feel so real inside
but don't forget it's just a ride

Truth, we don't wanna hear
It's too much to take
Don't like to feel out of control
So we make our plans
Ten times a day
And when they don't go
our way we

{ 11:26 AM }

these few weeks have been rather like a rollar coaster ride
emotions were hay-wired
feelings were handicapped

i cried too much
i want to cry no more

it hurts to see myself crying like this
it hurts him to see me crying like this

and out of these few weeks
suddenly
things just started to pop out of nowhere
and reminded me of you

it's weird
because it never happened

from client having the same name
to client having the same old number
to hearing of songs that i have not heard in a million years

it feels like everyday
there must be something to STAB me in my heart

god..
when will this ever end?

{ 7:47 AM }

Come up to meet you, tell you Im sorry
You dont know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions
Oh lets go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy
Oh its such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said that it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh its such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
Im going back to the start

{ 12:41 AM }

Sunday, September 16, 2007.

god,
i need you.

{ 3:52 PM }

the future seems so far fetched
the love seems so cold
moving on seems so hard
letting go is painful

i lost
i failed
i fell

i don't know what else i can do
i don't know where else i can go
i don't know why it all happened
i don't know who else is there
i don't know which way to go

my heart is full of doubts
my heart is full of questions
my heart is full of what ifs
my heart is full of buts

i cant go on like this
i cant go on feeling this
i cant go on thinking like this

i really cant

god,
i really cant

{ 1:19 PM }

i cannot bring myself to say that i love you
because i feel unworthy of your love

when i'm down
i threw it all away
i slammed the door right at your face

i ran
i hide
i avoided

because i'm afraid
i'm afraid of what is going to happen in the future
i'm afraid to lose
i'm afraid to be that someone that you have appointed me to be

to see
to know
to feel
i was just afraid

you said u will give me a new beginning
a brand new start
a brand new me
but i couldnt see
i couldnt envision

i took my past and compared it to the future that you are going to give
i took my past and equalized with the things i have now
i took my past and made it into my reality

i don't know what the future brings
though i cant see
i know you will be here
walking this narrow way with me.

{ 12:55 PM }

with your strength, i will walk
with your love, i will love
with your might, i will move

with you, there's nothing i have to be afraid of
with you, i know that i have a future
with you, i know nothing is impossible

i just need to learn
i just need to know
i just need to confess

no more pride
no more self
no more me
no more i
no more myself

in you
i find peace

in you
i find love

in you
i find mercy

in you
i find grace

that is all i need
that is all i ask
that is all i want

{ 12:46 PM }

God of my youth
I remember
Your call on my life
Took me o'er

Your love has seen me through all my days
I stand here by your grace
On this altar I've written my life
Tells of a story I have with you my Lord
I want the world to know

God of my forever
And forever I'm with you
My life is saved with a price
Your sacrifice redeemed my soul

God of my forever
And forever I will sing
My greatest honor will always be
To serve my Lord and King

God of my all
I've surrendered
My heart finds its rest in your word
Praises will not be enough to show
How my Love for you has grown

Nothing matters when you're here with me
In the end just to hear you say "Well done"
Bowing before your throne

God of my forever
And forever I'm with you
My life is saved with a price
Your sacrifice redeemed my soul

God of my forever
And forever I will sing
My greatest honor will always be
To serve my Lord and King

Forever and ever
Jesus you alone in glory reign
Forever and ever
With i walk this narrow way

{ 12:26 PM }

Friday, September 14, 2007.

no more.
gotta stop.

{ 2:28 PM }

to move on
to let go
to forget all

this is going to be my motto for now

definitely
hard
difficult
painful

but i gotta do it
gotta go thru it
gotta go thru it.

{ 10:23 AM }

fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too.
Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can.
i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg.
The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae.
The rset can be a taotl mses and you can> sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm.
Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod
as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

{ 10:10 AM }

Thursday, September 13, 2007.

someone said this to me

time won't stop and slow down for you.
there are still people who cares and loves you

the first step is to step out.
secondly, time.

you need time

{ 4:13 PM }

thursday.
only the second week of september

slow.
now,
whirlwind thinking
wretched up heart
broken feelings
a lonely heart

i know u're there
i know u care
i know u know

but somewhere somehow
something's wrong

it doesnt connect
it doesnt seem right
it doesnt feel good

when i cry, u cry
when i'm sad, ur sad too
when i'm lonely, u r always there

i dun wanna feel
i dun wanna know
i dun wanna care

i'm numbed
stuck to the negative
it sucks

{ 3:49 PM }

Monday, September 10, 2007.

1. Ratatouille
2. No Reservations
3. I Know Who Killed Me
4. Premonition

{ 9:44 AM }

Mirror mirror on the wall

Who’s the dumbest of them all

Insecurities keep growing

Wasted energies are flowing

Anger, pain and sadness beckon

Panic sets in in a second

Be aware it’s just your mind

And you can stop it anytime

{ 9:35 AM }

Saturday, September 08, 2007.

it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time

{ 7:35 PM }

Wednesday, September 05, 2007.

taken from .michellebranch.

If I just breathe

Let it fill the space in between

I'll know everything is alright

Breathe

Every little piece of me

You'll see

Everything is alright

If I just breathe

{ 9:36 AM }

Tuesday, September 04, 2007.

i suddenly find myself missing you dearly..

how you can make me feel at ease
how you can make me laugh by doing the silly things that you do
how you can bring a smile to my face whenever i'm feeling down
how your little actions show how much i mean to you

i miss your laughter
i miss your smile
i miss the joy that you bring into my life

i am missing..

{ 10:08 AM }