Sunday, February 11, 2007.

i cried like a baby today at prayer meeting..
wasnt going thru a smooth time the past few days.
there was a moment that i almost gave up again..

looking at my situation and not the future that God has planned for me,
jus makes everything bad.

i'm feeling empty, i'm feeling lousy. i'm feeling lonely.
the loneliness almost overwhelmed me.

i told Him not to ever let me go..
i said i wanted to stay by His side.
no matter how hard it takes,
i will want to carry on running this race.
no matter how hard.....

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