Sunday, September 16, 2007.

i cannot bring myself to say that i love you
because i feel unworthy of your love

when i'm down
i threw it all away
i slammed the door right at your face

i ran
i hide
i avoided

because i'm afraid
i'm afraid of what is going to happen in the future
i'm afraid to lose
i'm afraid to be that someone that you have appointed me to be

to see
to know
to feel
i was just afraid

you said u will give me a new beginning
a brand new start
a brand new me
but i couldnt see
i couldnt envision

i took my past and compared it to the future that you are going to give
i took my past and equalized with the things i have now
i took my past and made it into my reality

i don't know what the future brings
though i cant see
i know you will be here
walking this narrow way with me.

{ 12:55 PM }