Monday, October 22, 2007.

saying i miss you
doesnt mean a thing anymore

i'm sick of crying
i'm sick of wanting
i'm sick of pinning

i love you
but i hate you too

i hate you for the things that you have said n done to me the past few weeks
i hate you for turning your back at me
i hate you for being the different you
i hate you for your cruelty
i hate you for putting me through this
but most of all
i hate you for loving me

i need to be happy
i have to be happy
i want to be happy
just for you to be happy

the only thing that i can ask for
is for us to be happy
to be happy in everyway that we can

till our paths cross again
till then...

{ 2:00 AM }